I got a lot better within a few days. Eli and Libitina made me feel good and comforted. My wound is healing fine, and it will heal within a few days completely, then I will be able to focus on my missions. Surprisingly, Libitina is okay with me taking revenge. I just don't want to stress her more. Living with Eli is fun, and he also helps me a lot. Well, the things he made me feel are quite different topics. But I had gotten this habit of having him right beside me. Too bad my polar bear is out for now. Even though I know he will come back, I still feel lonely. Don't be damsel bella. I warned myself.

Libitina is out for her work, so Nicolas is the only one left at home with me. He didn't bother me much and didn't say anything mean. I wonder why. I hope he doesn't pity me. I hate that sit. I am a strong and independent girl with dreams that include bloodshed, but still they are dreams. I am such a creative person.